I assumed it was understood. Something everyone knew.
I imagined every normal person was programmed with some sense of loyalty, friendship.
But then again, I thought the world was round.
I guess this is what I get for assuming.
Its not like you were just some girl, you were my friend.
I looked a little closer and realized this is just a messed up ball of jagged edges.
I’ve never felt more betrayed.. stabbed in the back.. stupid..
I trusted you.
But the last thing I need is a shitty friend.
I’m moving on. Moving out.
Leaving the old memories. The bad memories.
Eventually they will fade, as will our friendship.
It’s crazy how I fell for everything,
But I’ll never fall again.
I’m a little smarter now.. a little more experienced..
Silly me, I thought the world was round.
Thursday, August 14, 2008
Sometimes good things fall apart so
better things can fall together…
Yeah, right. The quote should read: Sometimes good things fall apart, because you think something better has come along, but in reality that’s a big fat lie. This “better” thing is really a lying sack of poop [[to quote a certain FANNY]] and just wants the chance to screw you over. Let me tell ya girls, if he says he’s not in it for that thing, it only means he’s trying to be sensitive in order to get that thing. But take this for what its worth. I’m just another pissed off girl who got screwed over. I’ve only had one relationship worth mentioning.
Ps. Drunken words are not sober thoughts. Don’t be a pussy; say what you wanna say without the courage of alcohol.
Thanks alot Mr. Jacob Rice. We had a fun run. But things are much better this way.
Monday, May 5, 2008
Power &protection provided by worthy music.
I went to the CES fireside for the YSA yesterday. Russell M. Nelson spoke.
Very good.
He made me think about my music choices. Sure, none of them are vulgar.
But music should calm, not excite.
Some of mine makes me angry...
Music is not harmless.
Clean this rubbish from your minds and your iPods..
Loud music can make you spiritually deaf.
He also talked about the way we should sing at church.
Sing with a spirit of joy!!
Something I didn't know::
Christ concluded the last supper with a hymn.
hmm....
Complete conversion is key to experiencing God's greatest blessings.
Some of the greatest sermons are taught by the singing of hymns.
Very good.
He made me think about my music choices. Sure, none of them are vulgar.
But music should calm, not excite.
Some of mine makes me angry...
Music is not harmless.
Clean this rubbish from your minds and your iPods..
Loud music can make you spiritually deaf.
He also talked about the way we should sing at church.
Sing with a spirit of joy!!
Something I didn't know::
Christ concluded the last supper with a hymn.
hmm....
Complete conversion is key to experiencing God's greatest blessings.
Some of the greatest sermons are taught by the singing of hymns.
Monday, March 31, 2008
Shutter anyone?
Good movie. Cat&bri time= :]
goosebumps. photography
<3 favorite things in tha world! Then Sonic to see Shaina, taking pictures thru dirty glass, pissing off little boyss on the patio. uhh.. smokers. then back to the apt for some random[[...ughh i hate that word...]] spontaneous? picture taking. &talking to trey. ILhim... He takes the breath right outta me..
lost knocked up and superbad. just the dvd not the case. who would steal those?
odd.
work now.
ughh..
Good movie. Cat&bri time= :]
goosebumps. photography
<3 favorite things in tha world! Then Sonic to see Shaina, taking pictures thru dirty glass, pissing off little boyss on the patio. uhh.. smokers. then back to the apt for some random[[...ughh i hate that word...]] spontaneous? picture taking. &talking to trey. ILhim... He takes the breath right outta me..
lost knocked up and superbad. just the dvd not the case. who would steal those?
odd.
work now.
ughh..
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Ok, so a lil about me.
You can call me Cadillac.
I love Audrey Hepburn::
reading::
music::
driving::
the wind::
thunder::
headbands::
photography::
french art::
shoes {i'm kind of a shoe whore}::
the internet::
drama::
my besties::
BIG sunglasses::
remodeling my bathroom, I do it like every other week::
shopping::
fuze::
Grey's anatomy::
I can be intense. I'm loud when I get drunk. I love my ass. I take pictures of me feet. I think its hot. don't tell me its weird or all hafta kick your ass. I'm stubborn. I argue. alot. I'm thin, but not anorexic. I dance, sometimes badly. I hate being kissed when I don't want to be. I'll kick your ass for that too. also, don't touch my ass.
I'll make your heart jump like it's on cocaine.
You can call me Cadillac.
I love Audrey Hepburn::
reading::
music::
driving::
the wind::
thunder::
headbands::
photography::
french art::
shoes {i'm kind of a shoe whore}::
the internet::
drama::
my besties::
BIG sunglasses::
remodeling my bathroom, I do it like every other week::
shopping::
fuze::
Grey's anatomy::
I can be intense. I'm loud when I get drunk. I love my ass. I take pictures of me feet. I think its hot. don't tell me its weird or all hafta kick your ass. I'm stubborn. I argue. alot. I'm thin, but not anorexic. I dance, sometimes badly. I hate being kissed when I don't want to be. I'll kick your ass for that too. also, don't touch my ass.
I'll make your heart jump like it's on cocaine.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)