Thursday, August 14, 2008

I assumed it was understood. Something everyone knew.
I imagined every normal person was programmed with some sense of loyalty, friendship.
But then again,
I thought the world was round.

I guess this is what I get for assuming.

Its not like you were just some girl, you were my friend.
I looked a little closer and realized this is just a messed up ball of jagged edges.
I’ve never felt more betrayed.. stabbed in the back.. stupid..
I trusted you.
But the last thing I need is a shitty friend.
I’m moving on. Moving out.
Leaving the old memories. The bad memories.
Eventually they will fade, as will our friendship.
It’s crazy how I fell for everything,
But I’ll never fall again.
I’m a little smarter now.. a little more experienced..
Silly me, I thought the world was round.
Sometimes good things fall apart so
better things can fall together…

Yeah, right. The quote should read: Sometimes good things fall apart, because you think something better has come along, but in reality that’s a big fat lie. This “better” thing is really a lying sack of poop [[to quote a certain FANNY]] and just wants the chance to screw you over. Let me tell ya girls, if he says he’s not in it for that thing, it only means he’s trying to be sensitive in order to get that thing. But take this for what its worth. I’m just another pissed off girl who got screwed over. I’ve only had one relationship worth mentioning.

Ps. Drunken words are not sober thoughts. Don’t be a pussy; say what you wanna say without the courage of alcohol.

Thanks alot Mr. Jacob Rice. We had a fun run. But things are much better this way.